dear john balance. i am quite aware that it is fairly pointless to crumble into tears, but i have just heard the news of your sudden death. there will be no forgetting as i crumble and reform with you in my heart, my gut.

thankyou, goodbye, tears, hello, love.

first one to find the name of god wins a nihilist calender..

http://www.kabbalah.com/kabbalah/courses/thinkpieces/bible2.html

america ran red with blood on the state by state virtual map..chinks of blue interrupting the steady arterial spray and american friends with faces in hands, weary and wary. a scar strangled banner flapping wildly. children giving birth to adults. tall dogs with small heads drinking JD and piss, smoking the shredded fingernails of iraqi POWs.

here we go.